julsten

Well, this is my first comment. Why with this scent? Well, because it fits: After the 1st test, I felt like after a very intense OneNightStand, which you can still find next to you in the morning. Now I looked (sniffed) at the situation. Do I want to get to know him better? It was explosive attraction, fascination, self-abandonment almost.... I never really would have taken a guy like that home with me! ...but do we fit together in the future?
The second time was more natural. We knew each other. But this time I felt like I had to make up my mind. Do I stand by him? Shall we try it together? He's so different. I'd stand out with him. With him, maybe I wouldn't be myself.... so we went for a walk... i couldn't let him and he couldn't let me! This attraction makes me excited, adventurous, sexy. If I get too close to him, he will hog me completely and utterly... Why am I so into him? I was always looking for something to calm me down, flatter me or support me. He's not one of them!
He's driving me crazy. I'm exhausted at times, turn away if I have to. But after some time we get together again and it is every time an adventure with him.
Maybe I should confess to my husband?! ...I'VE BALLED OVER 200€!!! AAAAAAAAAH what's been riding me???!!!!