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My Angel
It is striking that we keep talking about scents and memories. Whether in the forum, in comments, or wonderful blog posts - it seems to occupy us all, especially at the moment. No wonder, considering what is happening. In difficult times, it seems automatic to want to indulge in memories. Especially in beautiful ones.
Salva's wonderful comment drew my attention to this fragrance. Nanu, I thought, how come I have never encountered this before? Chivalrously, a sample was sent to me via express delivery. I will be forever grateful because this scent had been a companion for years without me knowing it. So I must retract the statement "Nanu, how come I have never encountered this?"
The attentive perfume reader suspects that this will be a personal comment. If you don't like that, I sincerely wish you a magical day and refer you to the comment below me (which you should have read anyway).
I have already done some processing of the past here, and so some of you may know that I came to Germany with my family from Poland at the end of 1989. It was a tough time, even though we did not flee from a war zone out of fear for our lives. Nevertheless, it meant leaving everything behind, everything we had and everyone we loved. That affected me deeply.
My parents always worked hard and rebuilt everything from scratch. I am so grateful to them for everything they did and still do. In the initial months filled with language barriers, financial disasters, hostilities, fears, and the constant feeling of being completely out of place, my parents made great efforts to provide security and support. But they couldn't. How could they? They too were uprooted, had no foundation, and were struggling through.
When I started school, some semblance of normalcy returned. But I didn’t understand a word and had to really fight. And now comes the greatest happiness I experienced during that time:
Mrs. L.
She was my class teacher and an angel. Undoubtedly. Without her, I would have taken a different path. She welcomed me with open arms. She had the gift of looking into one's soul. She recognized what was happening with me. She gave me the support I needed. Literally: She held me tightly in her arms when I was not feeling well, pressed me to her chest, and offered me comfort. She believed in me, helped me learn the foreign language, assisted my parents by giving them furniture, filling out applications, and so on.
So much love, so much dedication, care, and kindness I have never experienced from a stranger. That was a long time ago, but to this day, I remember how she smelled. Because she always smelled the same. I loved that scent and practically inhaled it. A fragrance full of warmth, flowers, love, softly fruity, gentle, so gentle, cozy. Everything I longed for.
Just recently, I spoke with my mom about that time and about Mrs. L. My parents were and are also grateful to her for everything. I told my mom that when I close my eyes, I can still smell her. I would love to know what kind of perfume it was!
And now I tested Mitsouko yesterday. Bull's-eye! Mrs. L.
Mari sits there, tears streaming down her face but happy, indulging in memories.
I will see this scent as a whole, as my Mrs. L., and not break it down into components. For me, it is one of the most beautiful fragrances in the world. Forever.
A few years ago, I called her because I wanted to thank her for everything she had done for me. I was nervous because such a long time had passed. Teachers meet so many children over the years, it’s hard to remember each one. Still, it was important to me.
With trembling hands and a pounding heart, I dialed the number. After just a few breaths, someone answered on the other end of the line. I beamed. It was her warm, loving voice.
I said, "Hello, I don’t know if you will remember me. I came to your 3rd grade class in early 1990 and couldn’t speak a word of German. ..."
"Mari?"
I can't even express how intensely I cried. I thanked her for everything, and we talked and talked. She told me a lot about herself and that she was now a grandmother. Every word of hers flowed through me and wrapped me in a warm cloud. And all the while, in my nose, back then still unaware, was the scent of Guerlain's Mitsouko. But for me, it was the scent of Mrs. L. Forever.